what keeps the world together

being Him is a trap
building a myth is a trap

holding onto yourself, image of yourself, image of the world
you'll never reach what you're seeking for
ironically

it's only when you surrender and stop mantaining your world description
when you give up your ideas of what the world and society and yourself are
you'll be able to assemble another world

people like us have strong ideas
stronger than most of the people do
these ideas take the central place, take over
we see patterns everywhere
we see the truth, we can feel it deeply
and we freak out about how other people are so blind

i could say that it blinds us in our turn
but you're type of person to not listen to it anyway
and that's not the point

point is that your rigidity, your stiffness, your death grip on your ideas and your inner world
your will of trying to force the world that you have in your vision
that is exactly the thing that keeps the world together, where it's always been
that is exactly the opposite of what 42 is trying to achieve
that is the paradox

watch yourself, see how you fight for your ideas all the time
how you constantly selecting and emphasizing elements of the world that empower your ideals

you'll truly become real Him,
not when you'll build your life according to the most brutal radical myth with maximum willpower,
but only when everything in your world will stop being what it's always been