#23
it's real until there's at least one person left feeling IT
until there's at least one person sending signals out
find footsteps of the ones before you
leave your marks when you went a bit further
spiritual fermi paradox :)
high in Ethiopia mountains, there's a church
carved in the cliff, ~2500m
every day priest climbs up, no equipment
it's built up high to be closer to its god
right next to the prayer chamber
there are skeletons of priest's predecessors
as a constant reminder of out short time here
and now the answer to your question:
"if that's unreachable - what's even the point?"
because you can't NOT search
because there's something inside that tears you apart
you can try to forget, shut up, retreat
but then you wake up at 3:47 and stare at the ceiling
feeling that all this is not...IT
you are a bug, a mistake, an error
because you don't fit
and you're a path, because you're still trying
so here you are
may be that find you in a worst shithole
at the bottom of the bottomless pit
you don't see energy
you can't stop wars
and there's only you in your lonely tower
but that means - you're already far enough
