post-language
key is not to fight your thoughts,
but to realize that feeling.
that you don't have to tell yourself all these stories.
you don't own yourself a description, explanation.
realization of redundancy.
that's the feeling.
feeling of freedom from this load,
this burden of constantly explaining everything.
you just say inside:
I already know that,
no need to explicitly talk about it.
and you find that there's nothing really to think about.
all has been said already.
all decisions have been made.
ones that haven't - couldn't
rumination won't help you find the answer.
in the age of total delegation - be the one making a choice and following it,
accepting responsibilities and risks.
don't extrapolate, don't project.
you can't predict the future.
perhaps, life navigation isn't about right turns,
but how you handle your ship.
results defined by small choices and reactions,
by who you are, long term,
not by what you choose between A and B at critical point.
so don't think too much
