that feeling

that feeling, that call
something more than just interest in esoterics
something that no one seems to understand
yet it goes like a red line through all of the human history and culture

i exist

i am here
in this body, in this life
all of that is happening, for real, in this reality
it can't be, but it is

you seem to be looking for an answer
but most of the people can't even comprehend the question

does it lead anywhere? is there even a point in pursuing it?
you know the answer
it comes from within, from the experience itself, directly